It hurts to look back, and im too afraid to look forward

(thank you dinah for accompanying me to my house today)

(thank you jingquan for teaching us chemistry today)

(thank you violet for the many photos)

"True friends are like diamonds, precious and rare,

False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.”

[in the morning i shared with my cg that i really thanked God for all my friends,

and this happened, funny isnt' it]

C-l-i-c-k

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEDRIC:D

woke up at 8+ today

went to meet violettie at woodlands & i was late :(

( Met Vivien & Zhiyin at woodlands too cos

they knew that my Sony E earpiece had some problem so Zhiyin bought a connector for meme! xiexie! )

so, me and vio wanted to take 911 to woodlands stadium

but we took the wrong bus cos there were two 911's

seriously why cant they change the number to something else like 999 or whatever

so we sat a whole round and went back to woodlands

so we met up with clairy and took the other 911

settled down at the stadium's changing room

took photos but was quite tiring cos had to change different outfits!

but was fun :D

(Vivien is such a dear! she went to help me meetup with 2 girls cos we were bz @ the stadium !!! THANKSTHANKSTHANKSSSSSSS)

so we split ways

and i went to Dinah's house

went to bake muffins :] so fun

her family is fun <3

Lets waltz the night away

wanted to go back to primary school today

but was too late and had to meet my pri school friends @ bishan instead

met up with rachel kelly jasmine carmen bx nicklai dennis

walked around j8 & bishan but did nothing much

havent seen them in about 3 years!

cos i didnt go back last time :) heh

but i really want to see some people! (frowns)

then! when we were @ j8, bx was playing with his lighter

and when i was talking to kel,

he suddenly pressed his the metal part of the lighter onto my arm

i screamed out and tears rushed to my eyes immed.

i really didnt want to cry but i cldnt help it! it was super pain.

but more or less alright after that (scar on my arm now!!!)

kelly took this! :)

me & kel

girls :) kel, rach, jasmine & me

then headed down to bugis to meet violettie & cleh riz/clairy/marris (she has so many nicknames from me! :D)

we went to get the wholesale stuff :) heh

retarded faces

bimbo haha

to whoever,
( please dont be moody! ) :D

Little raindrops, Little paindrops

CLICKITY CLICK ON THE NUFFNANG AD :D

this was last year dec

what about this year's dec :)

ordered some stuff some forever21.com

have to waitwaitwait 2-3 weeks for it to be shipped over. D:

and i shall do this again....

because le-on tagged me :]

RULES : 20 random things about your highness, and for every minute spent, tag that number of people

yay yay 4:01pm

1} i used to keep 2 mealworms as pets

2} i am actually quite fat

3} my room's air-con temperature is 27

4} and i feel comfortable with that

5} i used to have a plastic body (back brace)

6} i own/sharing 3 online shops currently(not all very active though)

7} i do look at pretty girls

8} there's a rod & a few screws inside my body now

9} i get jealous very easily

10} i dont manage my money very well

11} im a sucker for cute, sweet & gorgeous stuff

12} i love surprises!

13} i can be very noisy or very quiet :)

14} i always have a hard time buying bd presents!!
15} i played with barbie dolls until i was sec1

16} i used to be 4x kg no matter what i ate until this year's june hols

17} im very very worried about me getting fatter

18} im very very worried for my studies

19} i care alot about what other people think of me

20} i actually enjoy doing this :D

4:06

not tagging anyone :)

11.20 pm

me and violet is talking to some girl on gmail now

and i laughed until i cried

cos she's so funny omg

ess tee you dee why

PLEASE HELP ME BY CLICKING ON THE NUFFNANG AD :)

Snip snip

cut my fringe

but just a teeny tiny little bit

super duper tired now :(

homework homework!!!

talking to clairy on the phone now

talking stupid stuff haha :E

fun stuff

PLEASE HELP BY CLICKING ON THE NUFFNANG AD ;)

dont know how but i cut myself on sunday

didnt realise it at first but then felt something on my leg and saw a scar

about 12 cm long.

o-u-c-h :(

"im a warrior from the roman times

and i cut myself from fighting lions "

love my gladiator sandals!

ghost picture
from a long time ago

anyway, got the prize that oh-sweet sent me!

pretty? i think it is :)

and and and

RULES : 20 random things about your highness, and for every minute spent, tag that number of people.

im tagged by kenneth cai han bin

5:25!!

1. i think this is quite fun

2. im really tired now i wanna sleep :(

3. but i have tuition later on (Sigh)

4. i love fruits and veggies

5. i wanna go to avril's concert but cant find anyone to go with

6. im gonna get the pink bag with val! so excited

7. clairy is getting the white one :D dont know about violettie

8. i love the song mannequin & i wanna play it!!

9. thinking about whywhywhy cant zonex bring in v5!

10. been wondering how do i post out a pair of gladiator sandals through the mail since morning

11. thinking about who started this thing too :)

12. hope violettie's friend is able to lend us his dslr to take peek tures !

13. wondering if im doing this 'thing' correctly

14. i dont believe in bgr

15. (but im not afraid ok!)

16. i cant resist shopping (Esp online!)

17. i cant really read the 24 hour timing thing (ecetra if you tell me the time is 1905 now i have to count from 12)

18. i realised i like to give and call people by their 'nicknames' (have a few victims alr)

19. i have a confession to make

20. i kinda cheated cos i thought quite long before writing this heh

tadaaaaa its..... 5:29 now

Town

(please help me by clicking on the nuffnang ad!)

went to meet clairy @ sembawang at 1+

went to fareast, bugis & cine

met jer at fareast(sorry we left you out :( !!)

me and clair bought the same gladiator sandals there! i like!!

and kinda researched stuff at fareast & bugis
tiring but fun! :)

anyway

walked under the rain to cine

met hannah and michelle for awhile

then went bugis. walked for what it seemed sooo long to me

and ate at kfc after that.

very tired now. :(

Dave Ming Chang

bought the green emotible for kenneth's belated bd prez

mine's the grey one :D

watched this today

relaly funny movie. its not bad, like the show! :}

me and act

i added the ears, cute no?

and it really fits right

me and bestie
and our white pullover hoodie :)

tiredddddddddd zzzzz

meeting for movie @ cine & checking out fareast with sweetie tomorrow :) toodles.

An Almost Rainy Day

im hunggrryyyyy......

(searches for food)

ive just heated up the chicken:)

10 minsss!

haha yay ok me and clairy is gna wear the same top later on

,our white longsleeved hoodie :)

vivien's cammie!!

has lotlotlotlots of pics of me & clairy inside but no cable sigh :(

being a photographer is cool 8)

bored nowwwww. off to eeeeat!

Bad Habit

have plansss (anclairo)!

hope they work out :)

anyway,

i have this really bad habit

everytime im texting my friends ill just stop replying halfway

and ill do it unknowingly!

ill press reply and leave it there

and after a couple of hours i pick up my phone and go like "OHNO I FORGOT TO REPLY HIM/HER" ........which is really stupid and dumb

i don't like it when people dont reply me but im doing this :(

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

toadstools, little fairies and pixies with pointy shoes

my legs look very long here no? :D

SS teacher to me

" you are always so quiet in class,

i never know whats going on in your mind"

(deleted)

thank you vivien for helping me post out my mail!:D

and (bought 2 stuff from cotton on & received 4 stuff through mail this week!)

very. very. happy:)

9.50pm

jery thinks i have a phobia of relationships! haha 8)

the good, and the bad

science's the bomber;

too many things on my mind now

{i dont trust}

7.00pm

a different topic;

clairy D:

no one knows;

what could make my day better?

i won in 1st place for the advert for oh-sweet.blogspot.com

:) heh!

anyway

♥

♥

♥

went to church in the morning

then walked to cwp with dinah
she accompanied me to buy something

then we went to watch 12 lotus

a buddhist movie but i really like the story and song

really sad and touching

but didnt really get many of the parts

and we cried a bitty bit

..........but dinah didnt like it

then i headed down to bugis alone and dinah waited for justin

on the train ride i kept wishing that someone would be there cos i didnt bring my sticks

(i didnt plan to go there!)

and nawawi was there! anyway i stayed there about 4 hours

(heard vanessa manymany times cos almost everyone except me played it)

a really nice song

and played 4 games. the whole time i was freezing

and if it got really really cold i shivered like mad. like my teeth chattering kinda thing

out of the 4 rounds i played 3 x mannequin(penguin song) ! love that song

then kenneth and edeson came down

but i went off shortly after that

went to meet parents @ admiralty for dinner

while i was waiting for them this strange old man started talking

then i looked at him and he was looking straight at me!

but i didnt know him of course

he started talking in chinese and cantonese

(im not being racist ok)

he said something about indians and the strong powder/perfume they use

cos he sat next to an indian in the bus or sth.?

then i went " mm, ah, *smile*, mm, *laugh a lil*"

but i didnt really understand what he was saying after that
hoho

oh and went swimming on friday after school :D

and theres actually 6 of us but the rest of them didnt want to take photo!

:)

A-n-d-r-e-a.

FASHION!?

I LOVE OLIVIA L!

picture credits to lookbook(olivia)

she is so frekaing cute in this picture!

she's my inspiration

love this x 123456789 too!

dinah is going punk/goth/lolita

and im going.... oh well i dont know

i wanna try new things but im afraid of criticism

how i wish i can be like dinah, her mum & justin is gonna get her this SUPA DUPA japanese gothic dress

with yknow the lace and stuff. and its very dramatic!!

like if you step out in that everyone will stare at you

S-T-U-D-Y

went to study today

I went to transfer and post out stuff

then headed to mac to meet bryan val jery leon & shaun

bryan val and leon were talking about maple -.-

shaun and jery were talking about iidx

and i talked to myself (ok kidding)

then we went to the library and found some empty area so we sat there and studied

then violet and wesley came

& the librarian chased us away cos we were sort of sitting in the middle of nowhere

so we moved to some corner

and studied for a bit more(not everyone did la haha)

and after that off to cwp's arcade!

the pump it up machine showed 14 freaking credits when we went there

crazy right! so we were like asking whose are those credits

like one group of people spammed la! D:

anyway we waited for the credits to finish and we played

after playing my first 2 rounds i went back homeeee :)

CLAIRIS SWEET

i love you sweet :)

dont be sad! cheer up, smile :D

please dont emo okay!

im sure everyone loves you too.

:)

buffet lunch.

HI. went to have buffet lunch @ changi village hotel with family

reached! ate quite alot of food. and my phone's camera is lousy. D:

desert! they look so cute and pretty i couldnt resist so i took photos with it

ate mousse tiramisu and (Cheese! chocolate!) cake

at first i wasn't sure if i was supposed to take it cos they look so cute like display items!

then went to the toilet

shiny eye catching male and female signs!

i like!!

and of course, camwhored in the toilet too

ohman need to shed the fats ive gained today :)

HAPPY SINGAPORE DAY

HAPPY NATIONAY DAY SINGAPORE

I LOVE YOU<3>

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Yesterday

was supposed to meet clairis @ 12.45am

but i was late and made clairis wait for me for 45 mins

sorry!

then she accompanied me to the atm, then post office and to lotty

andand leon lost his wallet! on 080808!

heh. then me jery clairs & leon went to Ministry Of Food(MOF) for desserts!

and wanqi came later,

was really nice but expensive.
br>

My new toys!

new playthings:D

thank you for them :E

and edeson got a pooh-panda bearbear for clairis:)

i love you cos you gave me a strawberry

(but even if you didnt ill still love you:D)

i love MY bestie

sweet couple :)

still find it kinda weird to see them together though

cos they were like my friends for quite long

and like *poof*, they are together :0

whywhywhy?

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zero.eight.zero.eight.zero.eight

the one on the right looks like a retard :)

Today's 080808!

& its kenneth birthday

& its the beijing olympics

& many couples are getting married

and i wanna sleep zz

woke up early in the morning for school

so many people skipped la! (and i still went :])

went for this walkathon thing

we walked a bigggg round around the school, went back and we were dismissed

ok so i reached home quite early

i wanted to post this at 08:08pm but i think ill be out :(

and i wanna watch the national day parade >:(

i've only watch it twiceeeeeeeeeeeee

roar D:

SGFLEA IS MY LOVE

really bored

sgflea.sgflea.sgflea.sgflea.sgflea

onlineshopping.onlineshopping.onlineshopping

why must there be so many nice and crazily pretty stuff that i just have want to buy

i think i've already bookmarked a million zillion pages

anddddddd.... common test is just next week:((((

you are sweeter than apple pie

i really do wanna go out tomorrow!

but i guess i cant :( ah sigh

sorry!

was quite bad tempered after school today

walked off in a huff

i just felt this feeling that overwhelmed me so, i couldnt take it

perhaps im too paranoid, but oh well no one really knows what im talking about

but it even scares me

im sinking down, im falling too deep

sad story

hello

when i saw clairis today during recess i gave her a hug

then after awhile she gave me a hug too :)

and this is really sad :(

Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

But Mommy, when I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye,

I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,

And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;

Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.

Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.

Mommy, why'd it have to be me?

No one deserves this,

Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.

And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try,

I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.

Mommy I ran as fast as I could, When I heard that crack,

Mommy, listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new,

I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo.

I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid, I wanted to be an actress,

Mommy, I wanted to live. But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,

I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know

happy birthday

HI HAPPYBIRTHDAY DUMB SISTER ANDRINA

yesterday

celebrating valery's bd @ eliza's house

haha i have the biggest nose in the whole wide world

and i look silly

ok so like.........

a few people has been moody lately:(

cant do much either

cheer up (i know it doesnt work but oh well)

take me away to better days

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERY CHUA!

andandand

i just received my very gorgeous-pretty-lovely pouches from VS!

i like them very much!!!!!!!

black envelope-like pouch

the jewels and glittering words are so preeeeety

(lol im like advertising for them)

heart pouch

i have this in pinkpinkpink!!

very furry and soft

i like this more than the black one!

but hard to carry out as a clutch alone :(

went down to dhobyghaut alone today
reached at around evening time


played a few rounds of dai dee with jq & jery
i won 2 rounds!!

then walked to bugis with ray & jery:(

then met some people and i played 1 round of V5! dm at bugis

then they went to east coast to cycle and i went back to dbg

stayed there for awhile and train-ed back home with jery & val

and i realised i've not been camwhoring for a long time

take me away to a secret place

had a really bad headache today

so headed straight home after school

ate 2 panadols

then dozed off when i lay on my bed

when i woke up my headache was worse

so i just sleep wake up sleep wake up

<:(

but now im fine!

sigh

have like 1 million stuff to buy online

and a wallet from thewalletshop

oh mansz <3>

sidetracking

violet and i went to buy chicken rice today
then when we sat down the bell rang D:
so i stuffed down a few mouthfuls and threw it away!

still unhappy about it. lol!

12.23am

whats wrong with some people

tsk >:(